Sexual Humiliation !
It is the third time that I Anastasia honored me with her attention and honesty. I have to face it and embrace it that sexual humiliation can turn me and make me horny way more then anything else. I can be really carried away in my role. When i do I really cant focus on anything else then to be miserable and enjoy being a hysterical horny slut, without any self esteem or dignity. It is a very lucky and very dangerous coincidence that Anastasia loves to see me mentally broken, disgusting and whining piece of shit who is stripped of every last bit of manliness. We both want to reach the same broken and humiliated mental state but we have different methods. I am very good at hurting myself with edge play and doing more more sexually humiliating and even painful things while being really really turned on. Strap on face fucking and anal is one of the best ways for sexual humiliation. Besides its also a prefect method to mentally and physically hurt me P: The fun part is being horny and really really go crazy and want the ruthless strap on fucking crying and begging. This can turn me inside out and somebody like Anastasia can really enjoy seeing me totally get lost in this very very dirty , cruel perverted and heartless game. There is no place for feelings and Anastasia is very very comfortable with pushing me into misery. If i go as hard on myself as i can, she s fine with it and just pushes me and abuses me even further. :):) She prefers making me hurt and causing pain. She showed me that nothing brakes the mind and the body as evil and ruthless as pushing the pain limits. Electric cock toture, metal clips on the nipple, beating with a whip, ass fucking . She can make every second a living hell. I m thankful that she enjoys when im disgusting and miserable and i don t have to moderate myself. The best part comes after I had one or two mental brake downs from being pushed over my pain limits. At this point I start crying, and start being really really scared the moment she tells me that she will hurt me. Anastasia is wonderful because she understands that there is no place for feelings and human treatment in this game.
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I hope next time i will be able to be under intensive humiliating fucking and torture for 2 or 3 hours. I want her to see the miserable hysterical drama i put on after systematic, non stop and very intensive treatment The best would be if she had somebody whos like her and get double amount from everything. Also urine and spit If i will also get a bit of space , i can prove that im not trying to have a brake or escape but sexually brake myslef and embrace that my selfesteem and dignity is not holding me back in swallowing a massive black strap on P: P: im really really good at this, i know. I am really really happy that i can finally share it with somebody and finally do what im the very best at P: I love it when i get naked in front of her and start shaking and crying and im im keep saying that im a fucking disgusting piece of shit and i hate myself. She tells the same and just keeps slapping me two hands and spit and raise her voice. i m always innc4eadibly fucking horny from the start.
thank you very very much
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